I am the marker of his violence,
a placeholder.
His greed to be endless
and clean.
I am the clay tossed out,
holding his imperfections.
I am the sky-cloud,
lacking permanence.
I am the marker of his violence,
a placeholder.
His greed to be endless
and clean.
I am the clay tossed out,
holding his imperfections.
I am the sky-cloud,
lacking permanence.
stars take on his shape
I am caught in fragments of light
beneath the violence that wore him
kissed by his mask
I dream of sleep
I look into my own eyes
I am warm
I am safe
I can be unexpectedly delightful
Rogue talks about becoming more forward in autumn, the beauty of darker seasons, signs and synchronicities, healing through awareness, and collecting good experiences. She reflects on asking deity for support, gratitude, self-love, nervous system awareness, and being kind to yourself. Plus, system members with accents, crow messages, kind strangers, a really good day, and being awake to spirit.
Disclaimer: This podcast shares personal experiences and spiritual perspectives. It is not medical or mental health advice or a substitute for professional care.
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
The ravens circle, laughing, cackling.
I break into tears, joy on my lips.
Loki, tall behind me.
“You are okay,” he says.
“I don’t feel like I am.”
“You are.”
I can hear his smile.
me and the star
were felled
night found my hollow
before love ever shone a light there
Written and sung by Lilith for inner children.
into nature’s
cycles
I went
replacing loss
with wisdom
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“Careful of your pout,” he says, cleanly cutting through my inner malaise.
“I’d like to take advantage of those lips.”
Loki pulls me up from inside when I’ve gone too deep.
Star talks about PTSD, triggers, therapy, toxic family dynamics, spirituality, gratitude, self-worth, and the pressure to heal the “right” way. A conversation about making your world safer, creating your own touchstones of light, and allowing your inner world to become part of how you heal.
Disclaimer: I speak from my own lived experiences, perspectives, and what I’ve learned along the way. I may share thoughts, suggestions, or things that have helped me, but I am not a mental health or medical professional. This podcast is not a replacement for therapy, medical care, or professional mental health support. Please take what is useful to you and seek appropriate professional support when you need it.
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