A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“Let’s try one thing at a time, hmm?
You are used to juggling more than is asked of you.”
Loki confronts.
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“Let’s try one thing at a time, hmm?
You are used to juggling more than is asked of you.”
Loki confronts.
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“I’m too tired.”
“Perfect time for laughter,” Loki suggests.
“I’m awake drunk,” I giggle.
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“Your sidecut needs its edges cleaned up, Dear,” Loki says.
“Oh my God, Loki!”
“Yes.”
“You’re right. It’s been a month or more since I had it trimmed,” I mumble, lowering my head beneath his attention.

A Lokean Devotional Vignette
The ravens circle, laughing, cackling.
I break into tears, joy on my lips.
Loki, tall behind me.
“You are okay,” he says.
“I don’t feel like I am.”
“You are.”
I can hear his smile.
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“I feel ashamed because I need more than normal.”
“It is okay to have your individual needs,” Loki whispers into my hair.
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“Careful of your pout,” he says, cleanly cutting through my inner malaise.
“I’d like to take advantage of those lips.”
Loki pulls me up from inside when I’ve gone too deep.
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“I am really just pushing myself.”
“Why?” he asks, knowingly.
“For change. I think I need change.”
“Rest is part of new birth, darling,” Loki reminds.
And my shoulders unclench.
I let go.
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“It is very sexy that we meet here beneath the moon.”
His breath and warmth wrap me in pine and amber resin.
I lean back into Loki, the Harvest Moon glowing in my eyes.
Mirrored in his eyes, too.
A Lokean Devotional Vignette
“It is only a nightmare if left unresolved. End it by imagining the end that you need,” Loki whispers as I shiver awake from sleep.
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