Strands I washed,
full of heavy emotion.
Grief worn tangible
for a year
before I could bear
carrying less.
The ritual.
Braid cut off,
shaved close enough
to feel sunshine
kissing my temple.
A section of hair
given up
to hear better
what the rain cries about,
angels singing,
my God
and His laughter.
I sat beneath the shears
wondering
if I’d feel this horrible relief
had I done it sooner.
I believe in perfect timing.
Even tragedy
holds mirror
It is right.
Sheared down,
I am softer now.
I let go.
Quartz facets
speak.
I gather each voice
quietly.
Release.
Golden honey glowing,
a light draws me forward.
I run into the sunshine,
the starshine,
the moon,
wide open.
I reclaim myself
from lying too long
in the cracks
that were you and I.
Daisies grow.
10 Songs
This playlist honors the animal self, the shapeshifter that moves by instinct and deep feeling. May you enjoy. – Raven
The animal wakes.
Auteur by Saint Mesa
Angel by Massive Attack and Horace Andy
Instinct rises.
Sugar by Sleep Token
Like That by Sleep Token
Animal (Stripped) by MISSIO
The pulse tightens.
Beggin for Thread by BANKS
Waiting Game by BANKS
Down into the body.
Bottom of the Deep Blue Sea (Stripped) by MISSIO
The shift.
Give by Sleep Token
The Host of Seraphim by Dead Can Dance
His attention bat me
into the clouds.
No mind on heights.
My wings locked.
I fell from the sky
into the sea,
breaking through glass.
Memories,
webbed netting,
dragging me down.
Flightless lungs.
Scooping out water
with feathers.
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